despite all frustration in the midst of sickness,
thank YOU for blessing me with each moment of my life!
one more week,
i’m starving right now. hrm.
한번 해보고싶은 걸.. 참 힘들게 한다
좋아요 근데 또 불안해요
For as long as I shall live I shall testify to Love..
someone needs to put a filter on my tumblr posts. They’re all so… depressing, complaining, just sad… I just deleted a good number of them. :)
its 6AM in the morning, surprising was able to get up with no alarm. Lately have been dreaming way too many dreams and waking up exhausted. So much for a good night’s sleep.
If only I could study and sit in one spot like I did at Seventh Home Cafe yesterday, I would do so well in school :( Time to practice :D
spending my 21 at VBS.
a blessing in its own way. :)
prayers for my uncle please!
lung cancer has now spread all across, and our only hope is in the Lord.
He came home today but hasn’t been able to eat anything (or hasn’t eaten anything) so he’s pretty much energy-less and in pain. I’m pretty much living at my cousin’s to make sure my aunt can take care of him while I take the youngest cousins to school, etc.
He’s been going to church, praying, etc ever since our family started going to church during my dad’s sickness but after talking to my aunt, he needs alot of personal healing, etc. My aunt’s been reading the bible to him and praying with him but he’s pretty stubborn :( During my time here, hopefully given the chance to read the bible with him, do qt with my cousins, and be an encouragement here.
Its weird. I’m so easily able to share my heart, scripture, and thoughts to people but its really hard (even for me) to share with my family. I guess it’s been a constant struggle and now God’s giving us the chance. We’ve all acknowledged, talked that we go to church but never really had the chance to fully share the gospel with each other, more than the usual sayings, etc.
please pray for my cousins, they’re the two youngest in the family so I’m more worried for them more than anything. The older is finishing up freshman year in high school and the younger is graduating elementary school tomorrow. They’ve only heard what I went through when I was younger but I’m sure they have their own hurts and thoughts too. They don’t know the severity of the cancer yet (in hospice now).
be ever so careful, encouraging, loving with your words and actions.
“encouraging, comforting, and urging you to live lives worthy of God, who calls you into His Kingdom and glory.”- 1 Thessalonians 2:12