I let go when I came home, but to only realize it’s not home anymore.

Time to grow up.

prayers for my uncle please!

lung cancer has now spread all across, and our only hope is in the Lord.
He came home today but hasn’t been able to eat anything (or hasn’t eaten anything) so he’s pretty much energy-less and in pain. I’m pretty much living at my cousin’s to make sure my aunt can take care of him while I take the youngest cousins to school, etc. 

He’s been going to church, praying, etc ever since our family started going to church during my dad’s sickness but after talking to my aunt, he needs alot of personal healing, etc. My aunt’s been reading the bible to him and praying with him but he’s pretty stubborn :( During my time here, hopefully given the chance to read the bible with him, do qt with my cousins, and be an encouragement here. 

Its weird. I’m so easily able to share my heart, scripture, and thoughts to people but its really hard (even for me) to share with my family. I guess it’s been a constant struggle and now God’s giving us the chance. We’ve all acknowledged, talked that we go to church but never really had the chance to fully share the gospel with each other, more than the usual sayings, etc.

please pray for my cousins, they’re the two youngest in the family so I’m more worried for them more than anything. The older is finishing up freshman year in high school and the younger is graduating elementary school tomorrow. They’ve only heard what I went through when I was younger but I’m sure they have their own hurts and thoughts too. They don’t know the severity of the cancer yet (in hospice now).

thanks :)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

needing so much hope, patience…. future..

WHY WHY WHY DID I RETAKE MICROBIO :(

be ever so careful, encouraging, loving with your words and actions.

“encouraging, comforting, and urging you to live lives worthy of God, who calls you into His Kingdom and glory.”- 1 Thessalonians 2:12

"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

- Romans 8:38-39

Frustrated.. at my lack of concentration.. right now I just want to sleep more :((

so i’m encouraging myself with praise songs

As challenged as i am by Francis Chan’s message, in all, need to live my life out as a student as well…

took a two hour nap in the middle of the day. normal lately :(

16 hours until microbio final.

엄마 최고.

its taking me +6 hours to finish one physics practice test.

thats how motivated I am.

great.

i know i’m stressed when i’m literally eating, sleeping, eating, sleeping all day. I just have to be eating something even if i’m not hungry…

immmmmmmm sooooooo tireeddddddddddddddd

i honestly don’t know how i drove the last 20mins into stockton.. i was so sleepy :(

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

5 more hours.

i can’t wait